Woman of God

I love my life! Most people wouldn't believe me when I say that but I really do. I'm so blessed. I use to be a student at Alfred University but I stopped going to school after the Fall of 2007 semester ended. All I want to do is be a stay at home wife and serve my future husband after we get married. I attempted to get a job, or at least go to an interview yesterday but, my car had some trouble and I couldn't drive it. I think that was God letting me know that I didn't need to go. I do have a job on Friday mornings for an hour and half. I babysit for a Bible study group down the road from my house. I only get paid $2.00/per child per hour. They were really good kids too so I can't complain! This is what I want to be practicing for, to be a mom. Although, can you really practice to be a mom? Probably not, but I'm going to try putting myself in places where I can interact with young children. I thought that it may have been the best idea to get a job, you know weekdays, some weekends here and there but, I just don't think it's going to work. I pray that the girl that is going to look at the Gardner's room is going to take it because then I think I'll be getting $900 back. I just have to give all of this to God because I know that's what he wants. So many people think that I should be getting a 9-5 job at least until I get married, but it may be that that's not what God wants. I pray that I can babysit for my cousin this fall when she starts going back to work. That would be the best! So until then, I will just be babysitting a few hours and doing housework for my parents. :)